Dear future boyfriend, All I ask is for you not to play me, hurt me or make me cry. Text me because you miss me and show up because you can’t stand to be away. Call me beautiful not hot. And make me smile. Always. Hold my hand when were together and kiss me in front of your friends because you don’t care who’s around. Hold me close and never let me go. but most of all, love me for who I am, and don’t try and change me.
Why is life so hard? Whenever you hear “live, laugh, love” it seems sooo simple, but in reality the live part is so hard. Living can mean several things but the living I’m talking about is living everyday, feeling everything. Why were we made to feel so much? The pain we feel as humans, because we “live”, makes life miserable and so not worth living. I’m not suicidal fyi, I’m just saying. Life would be so much easier to just float through. to never love, never care, never really feel. I wish I was numb. I wish I could never hurt again, but I’m not that lucky. I’m not lucky enough to get by without feeling everything, good or bad. Welcome to life I guess. We’re all meant to hurt, to feel pain, and to cry ourselves to sleep some nights. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger right?